i really do not know what to say right now. this time im not gonna hold back my tears. yes im a guy but guys cry too right? :/ i saw this coming but i didnt believe it because i thought me ans you, we'd have a chance. but i guess it is really the end. th. end. yes. that's what it shall be from the moment after i press the 'publish post' button. another me will be seen. don't be surprised. that's what a rejection can do to me. since it is gonna end i might as well confess. yes i love you. i really do. prolly more than other guys do, but urgh i just can't find the right words to express my feelings. :'( maybe we met under the worng sky. the wrong cloud. but maybe it's totally my and only my own fault. i fooled your bestfriend. so maybe that's what stopping you. i tell myself that it's my fault we can't be together. but when i think it through properly, who would want me? or maybe to be exact, would you want me? even if i didn't fool your bestfriend? i guess not. i went through quite a couple of heartbreaks but this is the worst. it really is. notice that i didn't put any emoticons? that's cos i don't know what i should be feeling. i am kind of glad that it's finally here. the moment of true rejection from love. i am heartbroken of course. i know you love that other guy but i always hope that it'll be me. maybe this decision of yours is a good thing. at least now i won't be hoping for anything anymore. at least now i know at nursyafiqah bte md yusoff will never be mine to love. i do not know what else to say. i love you. i really do. nursyafiqah bte md yusoff, i love you. i respect your decision. goodbye.

Late post but bleah... Who cares? -.- weather sucks at jurong. can barely skate. Still, my heart can't stop missing you :( hope you're fine fard :( miss you muchhhhhh

Day 2 passed like timefreeze but time still moving. -.- IKR -.- But still, iPhone is useless if it doesn't ring. My iPhone needs you... I need you. Fard, come home... ;(

No matter how much bruises, cuts or pain I receive from falling off my board, nothing beats the pain of just my heart missing you so much. Fard, I'm missing you. And im missing you bad ;( come back quick. ;(

Well, told you I'm updating once a while. :) But yeah, iPhone 4 = \m/ ;D

Hey peeps. Its 12:33 AM and I cant sleep. -.- Probably just thinking what she's doing there. Well, she is most probably sleeping cos China has the same time as Singapore. LOL. So as seen, new stuff and my blog and all. New life, new stuff. No chatbox at the meantime cos I hate spammers. Thanks.